Everyone has their own way of making big life decisions. For me, I take things to God and ask him to guide me in the right direction.
After a lot of thought and prayer, I felt great about going to grad school. Not only did I want to go, but I felt God was leading me in this direction for a reason.
Well, one child, one miserable semester and $8,000 later, I found that grad school was most definitely NOT the right thing for me to do.
God had lead me down the wrong road.
I didn't understand. Why the heck would a loving God do that?
Maybe this can explain:
From going down the wrong road that semester, I was able to know for sure that I am on the right road now. I stay at home with Miranda and am able to work from home as well. This road works so much better for my family and I.
The thing is, if I would have skipped school and gone straight down the road I am on now, I would have always been wondering what life would have been like had I chosen differently. I wouldn't have appreciated what I have now as much.
So, I'm not mad a God for leading me down the wrong road. In fact, I'm glad He did.
Have you ever felt really good about a decision, but found out it was actually the wrong one? What is your experience? Did you find something else that worked better for you?